sent.

i want out.

missing posts

for those of you wondering what happened to my previous posts, you can go to my other blog to find out more.

if you don't have it and want to know what the address is, please msg me on msn to find out.

ode to the one-&-only tyrant

the weekend's just round the corner!

*yipee*

that also means that there's two more days before the tyrant leaves for hongkong

:(

oi tyrant!

even though you've left a scar on my foot,

made my level of hearing plummet, &

ruffled my feathers a couple of times,

sa here's going to miss you shitloads 'cos for the last few years you've been one of my best friends.

i know i can call you anytime (other than when you put your phone on silent) when something's wrong,

count on you when i'm going through rough patches (you know what i'm talking about),

gossip endlessly,

bitch endlessly,

take silly pictures,

do girlie things,

shop till we drop (on those few occasions), &

sit around doing nothing until it's time to go home.

better make sure you take good care of yourself when you're there..

i'm going to go over and visit you real soon 'cos yes,

as much as i always say i won't, or roll my eyes when you mention it,

i'm still gonna miss you shitloads.

so my friendster account got hacked into.

i have a strong niggling suspicion as to who did it...
but nevermind.
you only deleted my testimonials.
they can be replaced.

oops.
just realised that i don't know some peeps well enough to love them as much as i love my good friends and family..
but nevermind..
let their faces be a representation of the many others i left out~

whatever pain experienced due to naivity cannot be blamed on anybody else but yourself.

~*~

on a better note,
i'm thinking of going to hk over Good Friday weekend!
need to get out of the c'try for a while;
work's kinda made staying in singapore somewhat unbearable so i need to run away.
away from work,
away from sour memories.

omg.
i just heard abt a fantastic deal to tokyo!
$500 inc. taxes!
omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg.
i want to go!!!!!

*sigh*
i like him a lot
and he makes me really happy
but sometimes i come out feeling empty.
~*~
what is the meaning of life?
what happens after death?
not knowing freaks me out
and i'm scared.
~*~
i go hoping for a better day
i come back feeling more frustrated.
what on earth am i doing?
i should try to make the most of it,
but how do you do that when you don't understand,
you can't comprehend what's going on?
where's my source of motivation, of inspiration?
what on earth do i want?!
~*~
it's on days like these when i just want to curl up into a ball
and not know.
not think.
not feel.
not question.
not fear.
not worry.
~*~
i wish i could be like wonder woman.
strong,
courageous,
and most of all,
a cartoon.
'cos cartoons don't have feelings.